Yes i’m sure you have many memories of those blastocysts you got to know so well. You’re an idiot.
If you’re feeling small today I dare you to sit up straighter, look someone who scares you directly in the eye, take up room at the dinner table, make yourself bigger, when ‘sorry’ laps at the back of your tongue, tries to pick up after you, remind yourself that your existence doesn’t demand an apology, that you are allowed to make mess and take up space, do not be afraid to expand. Every single goddamn minute. Expand, expand, expand
"There is only one hell, princess: the one we live in now."
In the end, we all really are alone. Most people end up going away for one reason or another. Some stay, but you get to the point where you realize that you can’t lean on them, no matter how much they want you to, even if doing so is the only way to save your life. You can’t ask them to pick you up for the thousandth time, because the only thing worse than falling would be dragging them down with you. You can’t force onto them the responsibility of being the One Thing you are holding onto. If you’re going to implode, you might as well minimize the collateral damage and suffer in silence.
I am the world’s worst human being and that’s just a fact
I could be dead tomorrow and people spend so much time concerned that I’ll regret some ink I might put under my skin.
if i hear one more FUCKING person say that people who hurt themselves are just greedy attention-seekers i’m going to LOSE IT. people who just want attention wear too much makeup and talk loudly. that is NOT this. this is one last cry for help from a drowning human being. this is an outward sign of the inward hell that we hold in day after day. this is what someone did this morning instead of killing themselves. this is NOT the place for your ignorance, your desire to insert your superiority, or your inability to grasp the concept of human suffering. fuck off.
What does it mean if I turn a little bit straight every time I get drunk?
It means that sexuality is complicated and dynamic and strange and sometimes that’s really weird but it also means you’re a real, live human being!! congrats!!!